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Spencer!

by Fir

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1.
Get on the mic It’s waiting for you There’s plenty of ears Now take ‘em to school Tell us a story We don’t care if it’s true Everyone wants to hear it from you Get on the mic It’s waiting for you Everyone wants to hear what you do Get on the mic or get on your way We all wanna hear it But we don’t got all day Everyone’s screamed to the heavens before Get on the mic and settle the score Get on the mic and end the delay Everyone wants to hear what you say
2.
Another Life 05:17
I’m in another time I’m in another land I’m with another love I have another's hands I’m full of hopes and feelings The life that I’d slipped on It’s all been stolen from me When I wake up they’re gone And I can only miss that now that I’ve picked up my mind And I can only see that life when it’s well left behind They’ve all been stolen from me Those moments I lived in And now I’m back here waiting Forever locked within When I’m inside it I can’t hold it But it’s only real in that moment What if our whole life’s just the stories we tell ourselves? Is that all we ever hold on to? And as I am wrested from the story I thought was mine I pine for a life that wasn’t true Isn’t it so nice when the stories we tell ourselves Collapse into crust for something new Back in my own time, in my own dreary head again Gravity’s keeping me in the dew What if our whole life’s just the stories we tell ourselves? What are we when the story’s through? Still dreaming in daylight I’m off in another land Falling in love with someone new I’m drifting away awaiting the stories we tell ourselves Some part of me whispering in my ear It feels like a lot to be stuck in this head alone My story so loud it’s all I can hear I’m in another life I’m in another time
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Libraries 04:02
I was everywhere and nowhere I was given all too many places to hang my hat In libraries, in studies I was given all to many tickets to the track Families, calamities I can think of oh so many things I won’t want back Oh they don’t mean a thing to me now And if it don’t mean a thing, tell me now I wonder if I’ll live to see 2080 I could never hold that much virtue in my hand And if it’s plain to see the way God made me Why can’t I see his imprint on my tag? Homilies, anomalies There’s just all too many things that do not track Oh it don’t mean a thing to me now And if it don’t mean a thing, tell me now It would take a stunning reversal to make up the rest of my life It’s not inconsequential to say my potential was bright It’s not my position to say my condition was fine I made my decision and I’ll have to live with my life
4.
Don’t talk to me again ’til the morning breaks I’m giving up on reason, I’m used to that mistake You’ve got family far and wide Who are waiting for a sign You just gotta get to know the dial-tone I can wander the air tonight Sift through the signs that they gave me I can pick up the light if you tired There’s so much of it lately So after you lie down I’m waiting for the dawn I’m talking with the stars, prattling on You’re talking in your sleep And I’m trying to learn to speak I’ll never get my answer if I never make a squeak Someone gave me the password to the night Now I’m hearing it faintly I can carry your light if you are tired There’s so much of it lately
5.
The wading pool isn’t open in the wintertime There’s a $2000 fine If you should choose to dive Fear not if you’re the kind that fears a lot I’ll show you what I brought A Slurpee and a slingshot All the thoughts that you stuffed inside your head Do you miss any of them As you fall away from your bed
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Why Guys Fly 03:30
Do you know why guys fly? Seasons file themselves away Making dust of everything Nothing means nothing without spring Sadder days are laughing Do you hear them sing? Do you know why guys fly? Every year’s a stack of hay Sifting cupfuls everyday I’m so rich in time Walking through the eye of a hurricane I wasn’t giving up, I just had too much luck I thought of trading up I never thought that you couldn’t build anew If you wanted to I wasn’t giving up, I just had too much luck I thought of trading up Until a state of grace, laughing in my face Up and blew away Do you know why guys fly?
7.
There are days I don’t get out and there are days for sun There are minutes, hours, and weeks when there is nothing but Unforgiving words a-nestling up in my head And there are months and seasons when there’s only love instead So when I’m full and need to pour out every beam in me That’s the time when I will run to my only love There are looks and glances from the strangers in the park They look as if they know that I wish I was in the dark And there are many times when I wish I could say hello And introduce myself though there is nothing good to show But the tides will turn again Of that I’m well aware So when the tide is high I’ll put my sail into the air And I will say “I’ll see you there” to my only love Every day is slightly shorter than the day before Every door I open just reveals another door But every step I take does surely land upon the floor So who am I to think that I should want to ask for more? I would like to let go of the hunger that I feel How can such a rich boy still be so inclined to steal? The daytime surely doesn’t feel the need to steal the night So why do I still feel as if I have to use my might To steal attention and reflect it to my only love
8.
Static 02:31
It was a bit of a blur Only static was sounding I couldn’t feel a thing stirring So it grew to a pounding I thought I had an assignment I was wound up and aimed I thought if I could refine it That I could make some headway But I could never hold on to Or put in my pocket What will never wait on you If you try to unlock it Ever time that I will cherish Perish the thought I never had a hand in planning the plot It was a bit of a blur How will turned to were/whirr
9.
Lucky You 05:36
I got the letter you sent to me For my birthday one month late I had forgotten entirely And your words rang like bells in me I had the feeling you were with me That I’d missed so greatly You wear the medals of all your charms You have earned a golden star How long does it take for you to get home on your commute? Do ya make it through a whole record or do you finish it at home? What’s the time say on your phone? On your watch, on your stove? Is it one or two o’clock? Is it three or four time zones? I forgot I forget a lot But I never forgot How you looked at me just like you always do When you visit in my mind’s eye And you looked at me just like you always knew That one day would be the right time And I know you love your man a lot I think he’s great, don’t get me wrong But if one day he was gone I will come and take you on I had the feeling your feelings would all turn back Like the clocks in the fall turn daylight black I had the feeling my feelings were always blank That contradiction was always beyond my grasp But I had a feeling I had a feeling you had a feeling too Lucky you
10.
We had the time of our lives if ever it was a time If ever we were alive we had the time of our lives There was the greatest gift if ever there was a gift If anyone ever gives there was the greatest gift I woke up on the right side of the bed If ever there was a bed I’ll wake up again There was a lovely song if ever it was a song If anyone ever sings there was a lovely song We had good luck if ever it was our luck If ever it was good we did good enough We all had fun if ever it was fun Unless we been had we had a good run We had the time of our lives if ever it was a time If ever we were alive we had the time of our lives

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released December 14, 2020

Made by Spencer Schoening
Yellow Potion written by Simon Marmorek and Spencer Schoening
Photo by Alia Hijaab

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